Unconfessed Love Story - By Naaz Nayim

unconfessed love story by author Naaz Nayim - you can see a couple kissing in the background

To the one whom I love,

On 20th June 2020, while fidgeting Facebook, I received a friend request. The curiosity to accept it was something different. The name read SINGH JII. My curiosity made me stalk his profile. That caught my attention and my naughty fingers tapped the confirm icon.

Expecting a text was common because I received the friend request. We used to love to react to each other's pictures. Commenting was too common. We used to laugh at each others' memes that we used to share. On 21st June exactly the day after my bday, I received his text. But due to my busy schedule I couldn't reply to him. Exactly thirteen days later he texted me again and again I couldn't have a talk with him properly.

On 27th July, while I was scrolling memes, my messenger notified me sharp at 12:45am a text from Vivek Singh, and I could recognise the I'd because he had changed his name. I thought of replying to him and I replied. We started talking. From the day he had dropped a friend request I got a crush on him๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿงbut that was too lame to claim in front of someone. The same night we exchanged our Instagram ID. While conversing with him I came to know he stays just 4km away from my place. ๐Ÿ˜‚ That made me crazy. We stayed awake till 5am. The next day I had my commerce paper to take up but shamelessly I was replying to him. His interest in me was the same as mine. After I took my paper the next day. I received a text from him Which read " Can we have a call conversation? " And I said yes. We shared every bit of our naughtiness and useless stuff. As I had to go so I hanged up the call. During the afternoon he requested a face call and I agreed that too... Who knew he would proposing me there๐Ÿ˜‚... After having a call for atleast 30mins about all the useless stuff he proposed to me and I declined that. He conversed with me the whole evening and his skills could convince me well.๐Ÿ˜Œ On 27th July itself, he gave a face call to me at 11pm and his behaviour and my stupid crush affections convinced me and I said a yes to his proposal. ๐Ÿ˜‚ After that we met each other ๐Ÿ™ˆ and our feelings for each other was limitless. This 27 July 2021 will be completing one year of our relationship with lots of fights, jealousy and unnecessary dramas. But we proudly hold each other no matter what. We love each other but above that respect each other.

Some friend requests can be very essential just as in my case.❤๐Ÿ™ˆEvery friend request isn't a scam xD

Butterflies run down me when I hear your name. Generally, we demand a perfect partner but listen, baby, I don't need a perfect partner but I need you as you and I make things perfect. Makes our life perfect. I have been longing for you and your affection. It's been ages since I loved you. Oh no, not for anything just for affection and your company that makes me what I am. Your eyes attract me the most. Your forehead kisses make me fall for you everyday❤. Your hugs give comfort. Your cuddles give me relief. Something that I never say to you, I love you the most. You are my cappuccino on a sleepy night. You are my tea on a tiring morning. You are my peace in the chaos of my professional life. You are the spark of my passion. You're the idea of my writing. You are the words to my feelings. You are the polychromatic canvas for me during my classic says. You make me feel as if I am the queen of your kingdom. You make me feel something that I had never felt before. Sunrise to sunset you are my forever thoughts.

I wish I could have said the same in person holding you tight in my arms gazing into your eyes. But I am bad at expressing so many things to you in person. Just a moment ago I was thinking about you gazing at the stars and suddenly I felt an invisible ecstasy blowing me off with pleasure. Before things change and another day passes I want you to know certain things. I love you in millions of ways, You have never been loved. I love you for not how messed up you are. But for solving your mess. I love you because you are my strength And not my weakness. I love you, For not breaking you into pieces, But for joining every broken piece of your soul. I love you, Not for showing off my man, But for staying by your side when everyone is against you. I love you, Not for leaving you in the mid path, But for taking you to the wedding path. I love you because you not only remember me in the silence of the night, But also you remember in the chaos of the day. I love you, In million ways, You have never been loved.

Exploring the sunrise without the warmth of your morning kiss is unbearable. Lost are the days when I used to wake up in your arms and feel the intensity of our love. We are miles apart but our love has been growing and growing. Distance is just a word if there is purity and truthfulness then love knows no barrier, it can jump every hurdle with a smile and penetrates through the worst of the situations arriving just to fulfil that one bond with him or her.  I miss your tender touch all the time. I miss your presence around me. I miss your sleepy kisses. Our legs intertwined and your head over my lap playing with my hair. I miss every vibe of yours. I miss you! Am waiting to be back with me in the same frame. Know that I love you the same. Come back soon.

Before our affection evaporates, I want to convey my feelings in the form of canvas. Red, reflects your love you shower on me. Blue, the sky full of clouds spreads a lugubrious sheet over my life. These are the different shades of colour relevant to my emotions. I'm deluged with ecstasy when my life surrounds by Yellow.

Know that I love you the most in your darkest days.!! ❤๐Ÿ˜‹

From Your Love. 

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