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Kya Waqt Ke Saath Sab Badal Jaate Hai? By Reet Chauhan

Kya Waqt Ke Saath Sab Badal Jaate Hai?  By Reet Chauhan - Peaceful Writers International

"Kya waqt ke saath sab badal jaate hai?".... badi hi maasumiyat se mene usse ye saval kiya tha. Usne bhi badi hi shaan se kaha "sab ka to pata nahi par me to kabhi nahi badlunga".

Ajeeb lagta hai na jab log apni hi kahi hui baat ko bhol jaate hai. Kuch aisa hi hua tha mere saath jab mene Aniket ko badalte hue dekha.

Aniket... Mera 1st class se friend, 8th class se crush or phir graduation me aane par life ka first boyfriend... Lamba, muscular, fair, perfect jawline or messy hair look wala Aniket... Vo bilkul wesa ladka tha jesa har ladki apne sapno ke rajkumaar ko imagine karti hai.

Humari dosti bhot purani thi. Best friends to nahi par phir bhi hum dono bohot acche dost the. Graduation me aane par jab usne mujhe propose kiya to mene uska proposal is lie accept nahi kiya tha ki vo mera crush hai par is liye kiya tha kyuki mein use bachpan se jaanti thi or nature ka bhi pata tha. Relationship me aane ke baad hum dono hi bohot khush the. Vo cute couple hota hai na, jo humesha saath rahta hai, ek dusri ki cute couple photos post karta hai or ek dusre ko kabhi bhi akela nahi chodta, bs aise hi the hum dono.

Ek din mene usse yu hi casually pucha "kya waqt ke saath sab badal jaate hai". Usne bohot hi pyar se mera haath pakda or bola "duniya ke baki logo ka to pta nahi par mein kabhi nahi badlunga". Ye sunkar maano mein khushi se phoole nahi samai thi.

Phir shayad kuch 6 months baad hum dono ne live-in relationship me aane ka decide kiya. Actually Aniket chahta tha ki hum har pal saath rahe to live-in humare liye best hoga. Mein bhi uske pyar me pagal maan gayi.

Live-in relationship me aane ke baad 1 month tak sab bohot accha chal raha tha. Physical relationship hum dono ki marzi se hoti thi. Ladaiyan hona to unko acche se maturity se handle karna, sab perfect chal raha tha.

Phir achanak sab kuch bigadne laga. Aniket mujhe force karne laga to have sexual relations. Yes, Rape... Rape karne laga tha vo. Or agar mein resist karti to maarna. Vo relationship mere liye ek torture banne lagi thi. But still we were together. 

Then one day, he came back home, drunk, usse koi hosh nahi tha. And again me forced me into a sexual intercourse. A few days later... I found out that I am pregnant. I told him about my pregnancy. Pregnant at the age of 19. The age jab mujhe khud ko explore karna tha, apne dreams vo jeena tha us age me I got pregnant. Jab Aniket ne ye suna to use samajh hi nahi aaya ki ye ho kya raha hai. Mene use btaya ki that night usne kya kiya. Ye sunte hi Aniket ne bola "abort this kid".

Kahte hai ki jis din ek ladki ko pata chalta hai ki vo pregnant hai, us din se hi she connects to the kid. Shayad ye hua tha tab mere saath. Or mene abortion se mana kar diya. Aniket ne bohot koshish ki to convince me for abortion but us time mujhe mere pet me pal rahi us nanhi si jaan ke alava kuch nahi dikh raha tha. Us din meri or Aniket ki bohot ladaiyan hui. And... He broke up with me. Leaving me with a baby in my uterus. A 19-year-old teenager having a fetus, no one there to look after her. Bhot ajeeb hota hai ye. 

Aniket.. jo vaade karta tha humesha saath rahne ka, jo vaade karta tha ki kabhi bhi badlega nahi.. vhi Aniket mujhe us mod par chod kar chala gaya jab mujhe uski sabse jyada jrurat thi.

Aaj meri beti Kayra 5 saal ki hai. Bacchi hai to abhi puchti hai ki papa kaha hai mere. Us bachpan ke saval ko kya javab du, bs yahi ek aakri cheez hai jo mujhe jaani hai Aniket se.

Or haan, kya waqt ke saath sach sab badal jaate hai?

- Reet Chauhan


About the Author: 

Reet Chauhan, a 19-year-old girl from New Delhi pursuing a B.Sc. Hons. Computer Science from the University of Delhi.

She is interested in graphic designing, learning new computer languages and web designing. Professional life apart, she is a happy-go-lucky, enthusiastic, and ambitious girl. She is an amateur writer who expresses herself with her words. A girl from the outskirts of Delhi, ready to outshine her talent.

For more, follow her on Instagram: @thereetchauhan

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